ahhhh

rapture of tomarrow
Lounging inside the reality of yesterday I wait for my heartbeat to slow to the renasence of my breathing.
Tricking my mind to turn from empty to endless, I swallow my fear as I transcend the valley that keeps me from you.
laughing at the slithering voices that try to take my sovereignty… I scale the wall with bleeding fingertips to reach the place I had left off.
….never gone from your mind I blindly turn to find you once again.
I relinquish my own strength to find an endless supply, as my soul fills itself from the abyss that surrounds my spirit.
I mock the sounds that threaten to deceive me again.
continuing the work as I feel less of you is my cross I bear…I did it anyway…anyway…anyway…
broken,empty,powerless,weak,vapid,sinister,wicked…
I punched the walls around me as I felt my spirit soar to you…
flying into the face of love I lose my fear a level at a time as I fly higher and higher…
nothingness is a badge I strike those around me to keep…
blissfull nothingness dresses me in rapture.