ahem...and then she said this....

Seeing words erupt in front of my face as I try to taste the color of the disease they create.
Tripping across the sky to the bottom of the meadow that lives inside my head as I scream inside my perception of a truth.
Seeking the emptiness of the lies to hide from the fear I wrap myself up in when I try to find my slumber.
Laughing at the empty space in between then and now as I try to become real.
Sunshine erupts from the darkness as I try to steal tomorrow.
Subsiding nuances clamor to be the energy I need to breath.
Aching desires rescue me when I cant feel my heartbeat anymore.
Feeling the color to the hate that permeates inside the half truths that I reside in makes my skin quake at each breath I take.
You can’t be my every thought as I try to reach the sky ..on my own…on my own…on my own….
Pride fills my nostrils as I toss the truth from my heaving bosom to find the pain…to find the pain I misplaced yet again.
Pain in the form of ecstasy entices me to be free from the fear I labor to keep with me as I dream.
Pain looks like a kaleidoscope of colors as I close my eyes to this world and I take flight on my own…on my own…on my own.
Shearing stabs inside my flesh as I search for the face in my dreams…I search …I search …I search…
Releasing me to find the pain inside the sorrow of yesterday I try to find the surface from the pond of torment I keep my lover in…
Laughing at my torrid dance of hide and seek I shield my face from the penetrating glare of the intense stare from your eyes as I dream… my dream…on my own…on my own…on my own…
Reconciling yesterday to tomorrow leaves me shaking from the pain I cannot ignore…
Living inside lunacy is a twist of pristine colors that fall from my lips as I rapturously entangle my nature into the world I can touch.
Falling from the clouds I become one with the sky as I careen into the world that you live in…
Living inside my scream I try to be free from the guilt as I left Him without my dreams to find me…on my own...on my own…on my own.