learn-gasm

Learn-gasm

I love that word… let me explain why. But first let me tell you about how I discovered it.
Please know first and foremost… I’m a geek, a nerd… I f’ng love to look unusual stuff up on the internet. yes ,yes I do have a facebook, myspace, ect…but that is not my drive, my passion.
I used to ALWAYS hang out in the library. Yep, I rocked that library, baby. I love the smell of old books, but even more then that I love to find a book that hasn’t been touched in awhile and discover truths that have sense passed into fallacies. I love knowledge. Not for knowledge sake, but because it makes my brain tickle. It makes me feel good! and we all know I love to feel good!….did I hear an amen???!!!
I love new thoughts…something I didn’t know before. Maybe because I grew up very, very slowly… what I mean is that I thought that the world consisted of parties and playing, so when I learn something…. its brand fucking new to me…I didn’t know that…really, really didn’t know that. So in essence any thought deeper then a new white line on a hand held mirror is a new thought for me! Maybe that’s why I hang out with people younger then me…I’m their same age mentally! I partied through the years I was supposed to be thinking and discovering.
Anyway, I continually look up broken word thoughts and see where it takes me…and sometimes its delicious!
One day I was looking up, uh… I think it was great thinkers…and bam! the word learn-gasm popped up on the screen. I unreservedly get that thought! When I am in the middle of a great discovery…a new train of thought….a prose that I have never thought of… and then I find it written somewhere…anywhere. I experience a earth shattering, trembling to my toes kinda learn -gasm! oh oh oh oh! so delicious!!!!! wah-bang!!! complete submission to the sensation until I can become one with the thought/feeling. In absolute anticipation of when I come to the end….you have to excuse my pun!
Learn-gasm…. can you feel it???
Every now and then I start to take myself way to fucking seriously… In the middle of my search for my finishing …uh, my own personal ‘gasm‘, I have a propensity to climb inside my head….and then off I go inside my head and people start looking at me weird…and try to make me take medicine. Humph! all I really ever need is a…learn-gasm! a way to push my thought all the way through to the end! To a fucking great finish! teehee, That song by Jackyl… ‘dirty little mind’ is on repeat inside my brain!
…….ok ok ok so now you know… ya prolly know more about me then you intended.